2004-05-24 - 12:02 a.m.
2004-05-24 - 12:02 a.m.
things are changing.
i would like to think that they are changing for the better, but the vibe i get is more of a 'deteriorating', rather than a 'improving', but i suppose i am just trying to be optimistic.
it is an odd feeling being at the end of a relationship and not feeling like i have done something horribly wrong to cause it. i don't feel inadequate, i don't feel unfaithful, i don't feel mean. i just feel disappointed.
on the bright side, i don't feel like i am about to self-detruct (to the relief of many of my friends, i am sure.)
i do feel like having a drink or two or three or four, so i will go do so.
goodbye for now.