2002-11-15 - 2:26 a.m.
2002-11-15 - 2:26 a.m.
FUCK
i just typed out this entry, which was about 2 pages long. and my computer froze. and i am not goingt o type it again.
highlights - cut myself today, i lose a bet.
-i seem to be bleeding internally because when i go to the bathroom, there is a lot of blood where there shouldn't be
-this amusing me greatly because it would be such a funny way to die.
-wanting to die
-wondering why girls don't like me like THAT.
and on and on
i'm really fucking angry. so i am just going to go to bed
night