2002-04-02 - 2:04 a.m.
2002-04-02 - 2:04 a.m.
blah.
stopped taking my medication.
im much crazier than i originally thought.
i left it at school. i realized it as i was only 5 minutes away, so i could have easily turned back and gotten it. but i am a lazy fuck so i didnt. and instead i dealt with a weekend of withdrawal, dizziness and nightmares.
im almost glad though. because i can finally see how nuts i am.
and unfortunately, its not a good thing.
hospital?! woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i have class at 930 tomorrow. and a presentation at 230. both are 2 hours away. and i havent read the shit for the presentation.
i feel like shit.
cutting, blah. i dont remember the last time i cut myself. mainly because i lost my swiss army knife. im an inspiration.
although i would like to know where that fucker is.
imagine if you found my diary. i bet you would know right away it was mine. there probably wouldnt be too much hesitation. i bet it would take you 2, maybe three entries.
i am contributing to the useless subculture of pointless babble on the internet.
jesus, life is such a fucking joke.
leave me alone.