2004-08-02 - 10:46 p.m.
2004-08-02 - 10:46 p.m.
well holy fucking shit.
it's been a long time.
i moved. i thought this would be a better thing than it has turned out to be, but i guess i was mistaken. i just find myself wanting to move again, although i don't have anywhere to go, and all of my friends are here.
i love this city, but i've just gone through so much horrible shit living here, part of me feels like there is this constant reminder of how depressed i used to be. i certainly wasn't happy 2 months ago, but i felt more content. i was in a new place, and things felt different.
things feel different now too, but it's just missing the potential positive aspect.
i'm not making much sense.
work is boring. my life is boring. and that makes me unhappy.
but i guess there are worse things to be unhappy about.